If you scream and no one is listening, did you actually scream at all? There are times when it is all I can do just not to completely surrender to the chaos, the swirling effervescent madness that is all around us. In a crowded room of people talking about the trivia of the day, it is all I can do to contain my fury. Is this the best that we can come up with?
Thousands of years of progress have led us to what? A pre-processed, self absorbed society obsessed with celebrity, the sexualizing of our children, sublimating creativity, perverting passion, and dismissing reason, because it is inconvenient to be educated and think. It is much better to be a passive consumer, don’t make waves, don’t create, and don’t yearn to be free.
Free is hard, it is complicated, it requires knowledge and skill. You can’t sit and watch hundreds of hours of television and be free. You can’t have a world of pundits and policy wonks tell you about how things should be if you are free. If you are free you can think for yourself, you can apply reason and skepticism, you can derive first principles through understanding and observation. You can make things if you are free, and the things that you make will be useful and have a certain raw beauty because you made them.
If you are free, than you can be heard, because your voice is your own. It is drawn out of you, compelled not by “animal spirits” but by the very fact that you are free. You choose to sing, laugh, shout and cry, because you are free. You can go about your life, as you see fit. Living in harmony, knowing that you are free, freedom is hopeful. Because you are free, you can step aside from the petty prejudices and tribal hatreds that have bound us to outmoded superstitions.
I yearn for this type of freedom. I am tired of being afraid; I am tired of looking down. I am tired of being told, “This is for your own good.” I am tired of the mendacity and mediocrity; I am tired of being ignored. I am tired of being taken for granted; I AM TIRED OF NOT BEING LISTENED TO! They hear me well enough, but they don’t listen. Listening requires intellectual effort, and thought. I am just background noise, like an overloud radio or television, they just mute me.
I am screaming, in the wind. I can feel the rawness in my throat; my eyes are tearing with the effort. I am jumping, shouting, yelling, cursing but to no avail. The wind steals my voice, and I am just another mad man, yelling silently in the gloaming. There is nothing to see here folks, move along.